Sunday, March 25, 2012
@ 1:06 AM
hello back for another entry before i go MIA again hahah. in one of my post i mentioned something about going HK with poly friends. guess what? it's cancelled!! why??? bcoz my school suddenly changed our programme and so we have to go for attachment first. Right now im at my 3rd week of training at CPTC. frankly speaking, i am actually liking this training. it's kinda fun except that we have to spend 8 hours there and also attend lectures, tutorial and exams just like in school. in fact, my mid-term exam is only in a few days. with so little time left i don't know whether im gonna do well. i even have to cancel my date with the boy to study for this. luckily he understands that studies always comes first for me. i still have 3 more weeks (including the 12-hour shift) left in CPTC and off to a company. i really do hope i get a pharmaceutical company :/
oh ya speaking of studies, my year 2 sem 2 results was.. well.. just average.. as always. happy that i didnt dropped a lot but kinda disappointed cause my grades wasn't good. i expected more cause i spent so much time studying for all the modules. just goes to show that more people put in a lot more effort than me or are just naturally smart. envy them!
so recently i got hurt by a friend. i think it's best to just keep things as it is. im glad i have my bf to console me though sometimes it sucks to show him that im weak inside. hmm. we did went through a rough time early march.. broke up for 3 days cause he couldn't stand me and i couldn't stand being embarrassed. but you know, at the end of the day we just knew we couldn't live apart. somehow or rather im already thinking of marrying him. If god's willing. Insya Allah (: