Thursday, October 14, 2010
@ 4:37 AM
im so stressed out and worried sick about izan. he's not himself lately due to some reasons and it hurts me seeing him in such state. i wish i could be more of a help but seriously whats up with me and my fucking attitude? i hate having to feel so frustrated and angry outside when deep inside i feel so insecure and sad. the worse part is that its always frustration and anger that wins the war. because of that, we're always having arguments every now and then. it's driving me crazy cause i couldnt be the one that console, comfort and make you happy when youre down. i cry everytime i think about you and how you deserve better..