Crying is my only way of showing that i love you. cause it's hard for me to speak what my heart feels. i regretted for acting so egoistic towards you and showing a strong front instead of the soft side. i blame myself for what youve said. i feel like im the worst girlfriend ever for always hurting you and making you tear. but you always call me the best girlfriend despite all the shit i brought upon you. why? ): 

all i can feel is guilt. i dont know how else to say sorry but i will promise you that i'll do my best to show you how big how massive my love is for you. youre the best boyfriend and i already know youre the one im gonna spend my life with cause no one has ever given me the treatment youre giving me. youre the sweetest and nicest guy ever. i know all my girls are gonna agree to this.

through ups and downs, we'll always be together no matter how much anger and frustration we have for each other. from yesterday's worst fight in the history of our relationship.. i know that you'll always love me and will always open your heart to me. Syahrizan, i now realised that this relationship is my life and without you, i cant live. it was a close call but both of us know that we'll never let go of each other. i love you my dear :')