I swear for the 16 hours of flight to L.A i pretty much slept for more than 12hours. beat that! so much for wanting to study in the plane. yeah, it's all talk but no actions. haha. sezairi was on the plane with us too (I DIDNT KNOW HE WENT THERE TO INTERVIEW THE ECLIPSE CAST FUCK!! *watch the tv). anyway, i wont go by day but i'll just summarise what we did there (my korean drama is showing soon :P). Basically, we didnt really shop much. we were more interested in the entertainment. In sequence, we went to seaworld, universal studios & walk of fame and disneyland on alternate days. the syiok one was definitely universal studios!! we got onto all the rides and watched all the shows. i love their 'house of horrors'. of course i was scared but i mean they really know how to make people scream which was damn fun uh screaming and making others laugh.
a few days ago, my dear bf collapsed. he's diagnosed with vasovagal syncope. it's not serious or life threatening so im less worried. k the story's like this. we just finished eating and as usual he went for his "alone time". things happened right after he threw away the bud. he called me for help kneeling on the ground. i thought he was just joking so i approached him slowly but somehow when i picked his body up it felt really heavy, my heart raced. god knows how frightened i was having him fainted on me. i hailed for taxi and brought him home. when i left, he fainted again so his mum called for ambulance. i didnt hear anything from him until 130am and at 530am he messaged saying he was warded. the next day, i took good care of him from day to night. so that's the story like.
y'know, this incident just made me realised that life is really precious especially when you dont know what will happen next. so i promised myself to never make izan sad or angry cause i dont want to regret my whole life knowing i didnt do a great job as a gf. the best thing in our relationship is just the common things we share and the love that blossoms every time we smile and look deeply into each other's eyes. i love him so much that i feel like i can take care of him for the rest of my life even when anything happens.