it's not fair that i have to always give in. it's not fair that i'm the only one active in this r/s. it's not fair that i cant say what's on my mind unless asked. it's not fair that you made me scared of you. it's not fair that you have a big ego. it's not fair that i'm very emotional. it's not fair that i never get back what i've given. it's not fair that even if i lie for a reason i'm the one who ended up hurt. it's not fair that i'm always thinking of you all the time but you dont. it's not fair that i have to make the first move. it's not fair that you get control of everything. it's not fair that i hide my feelings just so we wont fight. it's not fair that eventhough you know how i feel you dont care. it's not fair that you can not care about me. it's not fair that i have to follow what you say to ease the situation. it's not fair that i dont have a caring boyfriend. it's not fair that i dont have an understanding boyfriend. it's not fair that you get to run away from your mistakes. it's not fair that i let you. it's not fair that you dont make any effort. it's not fair that you are just acting infront of me. it's not fair that you dont know whether you love me. it's not fair that i'm here writing all this but you dont care about me at all. it's not fair that your truth hurts me. it's not fair that i'm a girl.