it's almost 1am and i'm still not asleep. i dont feel like going for school later. i feel so weak. i can faint anytime. i couldn't breathe properly. i've not eaten nor drank since the time i woke up. and im gonna do the same thing today. no one cares. no one asked me to eat. i've been in bed since afternoon. i seem lost even in my own house. my phone's silent. i feel like a loner. im done living. goodbye.