2007 is coming to an end. what a year it had been. though i admit that 2007 is the worst year ever in my whole life. its alright, im looking forward to a brand new year, a brand new life and a brand new smile =D lets go through my bitter and sweet journey this year. shall not make my "speech" long, i hope.

friends are my medicines. especially to nurin, well, i dont how, but we just seems so close together. we share alot together. there are some times, i made her angry, hurt or happy and those times will never be erased no matter how bitter it taste and im sorry too.

i knew that i wasnt happy that shahirah called my class an emo because idk why. i got really mad cause when she insulted my class means she's insulting me too. i guess she's ganged up with izyan and nurin came to help them both cause im avoiding them. nurin came to me and ask why im not with them in a harsh way. so then, i was all alone but nadia came to me to help. thank you. it was an unpleasant moment to remember, but im glad that we're still friends. another fight, with izyan. oh this aint good at all. nurin and i didnt think that it'll turned out bad. as best friends, we try to help one another. so we're helping izyan to get back to her ownself, not the minah and attitude problem type. izyan wasnt happy and start spouting all the bad words. even when fighting, she could still boast. i dont care about her money or family or whatever shit she said but one thing is, you're getting out of hand and we cant do anything anymore. so long and goodbye ex best friend =D im sorry if i hurt you.

July, competition days, the best ! the nationals ! hear the drums drumming, hear the crowds screaming and hear the guns booming. i knew secondary two, i skipped alot of trainings, that explains my timing for my individual race. during the nationals, it was nurin's birthday and we chase her all around chua chu kang stadium just to splash water onto her. it was the best. the greatest part was the finals of nationals. daryl had won himself a silver medal, i think beating three or four sports school runners. coach was the happiest of us all.

every year, that one period of time that i'm always looking forward to is competition days. the day im all geared up to try my best and beat the rest. although i never won anything except for schools sports day medal im glad that im in this CCA. its been my favourite CCA since primary five. im growing muscles like a man, NOT . haha

the most memorable camp ever. the most FUN i had in 2007, the most AWESOME experience ever. the most of everything. two countries merging together as one. i still remember i was the quiet one in my group at first. after a while, we bonded together and i became one of the noisy ones =D i remembered the times i had to lead the way to the places we're heading and run here and there just to refill the water for my group members. although it's tiring, i had great fun. ardi was my best buddy during camp. we're always together, well, not always but mostly. i had little feelings for him during camp but now not anymore larr. haha. what more can i say? i love spore-indo camp sooooooooo much that i even dreamt about it until now. this camp changes my life. i understood more about friendship and respect. i miss the indonesians. im still contacting them. see, although they're far from my eyes, they're right here in my heart always =DD haha.

i still remember the times when i wanted to kill myself over something my parents wont allow me to do. i always got scoldings and beaten up. my brother is the most irritating, his voice just makes me wanna beat him up. idk why, but im violent. i attempt to kill my brother too. whats wrong with me? maybe because i dont feel any love for me in this house. i hate hate hate my family but i still do love them. im sorry. however, im glad that my family and i are bonding. syukur alhamdulillah.